Entry: bah humbug Monday, December 22, 2003



i cannot stand the fact cant keep in touch with all the people i want to...
i just am so pissed off i got caught with N and K and now i had to fuck things up for all these plans i had...  i mean honestly... it was so stupid of me.  i had to put off seeing so many ppl for exams... then volleyball tryouts before that, i jst feel like a piece of shit.  SO many people had to deal with my shit of them leaving messages expecting me to call back and i just didnt have a damn second to spare. i just pry to god i passed all my classes and allthat neglect was actually soemthing not pointless. 

JJ is back and i HAVE TO SEE HIM.  thanksgignv was screwd c of the mr mierlae thing and i just didnt want to do anything.  i miss him so much. him and TQ i just cannot keep doing this to them. i love tom! hes is te most down to earth guy and is the funnestkid when hes drunk haha!! i just imiss them and the energy with my 2 fav fun boys!! i seriously love j

kingJJ0099: hes not like sad about it he just starts to think ur shady i think
kingJJ0099: i'm not gonna lie either with our lack of communication some times i begin to think ur shady

i get so down when i hear stuff like that then he makes it so much better with thinks like

kingJJ0099: I LOVE U SO MUCH
kingJJ0099: but honestly
kingJJ0099: i know that ur going through a hard time w/ ur parents right now
kingJJ0099: nothigns perfect
kingJJ0099: i am too
kingJJ0099: i feel u

kingJJ0099: tom and harrison were going to come over tonight, sersoly if i were like, dude lets go to sarah's wed all be over that
kingJJ0099: we love u sarah
SariCherri7: u all are like the best
kingJJ0099: dude i'd so just come over to ur house and chill with u


i just feel better.... were making plans for them to come over and watch movies and eat pizza tomorrow... (time check...2:30 AM) tonight lol meh i am just so frusterated with everything


DEAR SANTA

all i want for christmas is

1. more hours in a day

2. less sleep needed

3. pause button for work and vball

4. a pony (a pink one with a white sparkly tail.)



RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR well im off to hit the sack..........

fabbity fab fab fab... 6 and a half hours till work....

*sigh*

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