Monday, November 24, 2003
M-Dawg


I'm sorry 
I heard about the bad news today
A crowd of people around you 
Telling you it's okay
And everything happens for a reason

When you lose a part of your self To somebody you know It takes a lot to let go Every breath that you remember Pictures fade away but memory is forever An empty chair at all the tables And I'll be seeing you when all my days boil down But it's better where you're going anyway I'm sorry I heard about the bad news today It's really hard to get through Tough times and long days But it really just depends on the season For now we'll say goodbye We know it's not the last time I've lost the best part of my day But it's better where you're going anyway This is the last thing I will remember It's better where you're going anyway




RIP JOE MAIERLE
NOV 20th 2003
ill love you and miss you more than you know


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Thursday, October 30, 2003
art art art

HALLOWEEN IS TOMORROW!!!! im so excited
kelly and meghan and catherine and i are going to karis house for a girls night its gonna be funnn!! meg and i are going to be angels and kel and cat are going to be  devils. we want to go trick or treating, but how old is too old to go trick or treating? i think girls can get away with it but i dont think guys can as much.  the girls can just act all sweet and be like yeah we still trick or treat and im sure some hot dads would give us some candy.... i dunno about soem moms tho... we are gonna have matt and mike and john and dave coem over later too.  but back to halloween and dressing p and such.  what are good costume ideas? i have no creative ideas what so ever. karis friend was a box of popcorn i think that would be funny haha a big huge refrigerator box painted all red and white and big styrofoam kernals of corn hahahah i think thaty would be a perfect costume for me lol id get a lot of candy... oo i bet like thast a way for big kids to get the candy ... if they wear like really extensive costumes haha the people will be like wow you tried hard i guess i help u out and give yu a kit kat.  we want to go to this really rich part of brighton where they give out full sized candy bars hahah i thik that woudl be AWESOME argh art is so boring matt and me are just in the library "supposed to be resarching for our clay projects..." ERGh how could i concentrate on that lol ttyl kids
xo
sare

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Wednesday, October 22, 2003
nothin lasts forever Im sorry i cant be perfect

"A friend is a person who know what you are saying, even if you're not talking."

"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down."

"While everybody else shakes my hand, you hold it."


*A real friend is someone who you can sit in complete silence with and still walk away feeling like you just had the best conversation of your life*

"Friends are like television. Some are like PBS and always asking for money. Others are like the news, with sad tales to tell everyday, some are like that one station with the foreing language; you don't understand a word of it but you listen and watch anyway. And then there are the ones like the commercials, always changes, ever-so-annoying and only seem to be there when you are bored. But every once and a while you meet someone who's like a really good movie of the week or that one tv show you hardly ever get to see anymore because you're so busy. My point is hold on to the friends you care about and since we don't have a remote control to mute someone or just change the channel, pick your friends carefully."

"True friendship is when two friends can walk in opposite directions, yet remain side by side."

"My friend, if I could give you one thing, I would wish for you the ability to see yourself as others see you. Then you would realize what a truly special person you are."

"True friends are the people that are there for you unconditionally. They are the people that never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for."

**"A friend is one who knows all about you and likes you anyway."

"A true friend is someone who is there for you when they would rather be someplace else."


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Thursday, October 16, 2003
my things

MEANWHILE
Its not fair how you play
How you act and what you say
Its different every day
You cant play with me that way
Do you or do you not feel anything for me?
You know how I feel, I gave you the key
And did something I have never done before
After, you just left me, wishing for more
This is tourture, I cant take this
To you I promise
I have been yours since our first kiss
All I want if for you to open up to me!
Show me your heart, just let me see
Please give me the time and hear me out
Im trying to figure you out
Figure out what your all about
Trust me, Im true
I'll go anywhere with you
Tell me you feel the same
Tell me you dont think its a game




 
I DONT KNOW
I Dont Know
I Dont Know what to do
I Dont Know how to feel about you
I Dont Know if I can accept how I feel
I Dont Know if i can deal
I Dont Know how to just not give a Fuck
I Dont Know why I have such bad luck
I Dont Know who can be real true love for me
I Dont Know how to close my eyes and look with my heart to see
I Dont Know if i could just let go
I Dont Know if i could strip down the wall and let it show
I Dont Know if im okay
I Dont Know how to think everyday
I Dont Know how to live with out you
I Dont Know how you knew
That I Dont Know what to do





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these are the times i wish i could type fast

WOW its been a while since i have been able to give the update... holy shit what an update it is.... lets see... HOMECOMING i think needs to be explained damn it was a weird week end....
Friday
Kelly and i broke into my house to go get my dress and shit before my mom got home bc we need to GO GO GO lol ... so then we hit the flower shop and picked up her corsages... are roses for your boyfriend and carnations are for friends? or is that just the cheap way of saying if your not dating... dont spend $$ for a rose... who knows then we went to kellys and got ready for like 3 hours. it was insane... we almost were late... and pictures were at MY HOUSE!! ill scan some up here for yall to see we looked so hot! it was me kel cat meg and christine, jim ryan luke eric and kyle... it was a grand old time.  Then off to dinner at Applebees.. what a sour dinner! we had the waiter me and kelly charmed pins off of the previous time we were there... haha and he was SUCH A WEIRDO! He like.. ugh lets not get into it... so then! off to the dancekel and ryan and jim were going to the lot for a quick smoke and then join us... the opening scene when they arrived probably went soemthing like this
"hey mister meirleae... whats up!"
"hey ryan how you doing" *reaches his hand out to shake*
"good and how..." *reaches out as well, but his bag of illeagalness falls out too...*
and that was the end of ryan.
kelly was kinda messed up and scared out of her mind, and i was NOT going to let her get caught so i got her out as soon as i could. NO WAY would she get caught and then never get to go out again let alone get suspended like ryan did. so were waitng for kyle to come and i guess he was feeling sick and puking by his car (no one told me!) and so when he took all of us and we picked up some stuff from km we went to a gas station to get the staples. Gum and Gatorade. So wehn i was gettin back in the car with kyle i was shocked when he was like... hey im going home not to meghans, i was like WHAT why!? and hes like im feeling sick... so i was like SKetchh, and i didnt find out tilll sunday he was actually barfing. but i called him the next day to see if he was okay. So we off to meghans. Ch officially has the loWEST tollerance EVER we drove for like 15 20 min and we pulled up at megs and shes hammed haha, im okay then too... so we go down stairs drop our stuff, by now its all of us in our group plus my lover miss and tom. and then me and missy go change in megahns room and then go back down stairs.  GUES WHO DECIDED THEY COULD COME.... one of the gaycheck twins i STILL dont know which one it was and i was SO SO mean. He had this girl who was so so so smashed sitting on his nasty little erected lap and is BLATENTLY feeling her up... so i was like HEY! get off him ! hes such a pervert!! and i was like COME HERE! so she stumbles over and shes peobably the most unnatractive drunk i have ever laid eyes on, and im like dont do it he likes men and hes really really disgusting and a loser... dont if you knwo whast good for you. and kelly and i started chanting ROD AND TODD ROD AND TODD ROD AND TODD and i was like you know what i hate? people who come to partied randomly who dont even LIKE the person whose having it... and repeated just about everything tom was whispering in my ear haha it was pretty funny... but later.. after more people came, the party got started, mis and i went and finished out gatorade in the corner where no one was and then EVERYone came over where we were (hello center of attention lol) and so we just sat up on the air hockey table, and talked with every one... i called out chris but he was to hammed to make sense ... so that pissed me off so i hwas mingling and i ran into henry ( I WISH I HAD A CAMERA) sitting on meghans excercise bike with a drinking from each 40 in his hands saying "beer has lots of calories... i figure i should work them off now before they even set in!" and meghan wanders over and is like can i have some?  henrys like " sure but you have to get on the treadmill bc beers fatty"it would have been the FUNNIEST PICTUre EVER ! so later in the night i was laying on the couch and i remeber mr norton coming donw stairs saying every one had to leave and mrs norton saying she couldnt deal with it any more with megahn not even being able to talk to her and every one got the hell out like they were cops or something ( the next morning megahn and i found ire tracks all over her yard and foot print tracks liek a trail leading out and around her house!!) and the original girls stayed (me kely catherine and missy) and went and chacked on megahn and she was HORRIBLE she couldnt even talk or hold her head up in the least and kept saying it was something isaac gave her to drink thast all she remeberd and she was scaring me so muhc, i have never seen some one so out of control. i was petrified and speechless. Kelly and i were calling EVERYONE trying to get ahold of isaac to see what he was drinking, and i called chris  and explaind to him what happend and hes like 'weel thast to bad" and hung up on me. That was the turning point. Everything just got so bad. meghan went to the hospital with her parents and we all thought she was going to get MIPed but we went and passed out down stairs we woke up at like 9:30 and went and chcked on megahn and she was totally fine. i was SO HAPPY.... breakfast was SO akward... but mr and mrs norton just thanked us for everythign we did for meg and thanked us for our help. meg would have done it for us tho too.  so then i wnet home... slept... and then showerd for Dinner from hell... i dont knwo why i even came i felt so stupid for like the first 20 minuts the only people to talk to me wee miki and tim.  Then i guess miki told them to talk to me so alex and woody said hi.  Not muhc i guess but what ever, nick date ashley talked to me more than anyone of them tho.  woody kept mouthing to me u should be here with nick and i just kept wondering why am i here then? if he didnt bring me? so we just left after dinner... then the week of emotions//// casey and kelly broke up.  DAMN DAMN DAMN i love kelly so much and i wish i could make her feel better but honetsly.. thers nothing i can help with bc im not casey... thats the only person she will listen too about it.
lets see... this week end was really fun!! friday we made a stop at prison ryan and then went to visit tripod... i so called it kel he ran and changed his clothes and bummed 2 ciggarettes!! i went out with kelly and tom tom Q and saw S.W.A.T. with COLIN FARREL!!! it was actually a good movie... very action packed.. not much of a plot line though... i liked all the action in it.  then saturday! what a night! Kelly and i wne out with the MATTS! it was such a fun night! then after that kelly called me on our cell phones and we layed in bed for like an hour whispering when really in realitiy both our parents were asleep and we were in our rooms so we didnt need to whisper at all!! sunday i went to work the longest shift of my life. the only saving grace were the gregory bothers with me!! alex drove me and adam to our cars 30 feet away after work thast how lazy we were hahahaha
well that sums up alot of whast happening lately. 
Ill write more later kids
love
Sarah

















































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Thursday, October 02, 2003
College Career Center

Me, kelly, and meglet are looking thru college books in the "ccc", triple c hahahah.  There are SO MANY books SO MANY that are aids to help u decide on a college, honestly who the hell wants some of these jobs... who wants to be a poultry scientist? photo gramatist? patrolium inspector? a meter installer/inspector, crane opperator, music mixer, (Im not even joking about these folks...) lens grinder, hearing aid sales person (!!!??? how could you sell to some one who needs one!?), hosiery dye-lab technicion, goldsmith, hair piece stylist, funeral director, embalmber (sick) , A DRUGGIST (too bad jim and ryan already has a jump on THAT one...), cabinate maker, burgalar alarm repairer, brail coder, AN ARTIFICAL EYE MAKER (EWW) enough/// lol over whelming possiblities!! haha we just found an old year book and the old german teacher was named...
FRAU MARY PING SOO HOO hahaha
"shes pretty scary when she comes at you with knives, but overall shes a great teacher"
THANK GOD WE MISSED THAT YEAR...

hah well we actually should get soem work done and then get pumped for the game...
SHRINE
even the names alittle scarey...
mia muzzocco
rarrrrrrrrrrrr get ready


sarah kel and meg

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Saturday, September 27, 2003
WOW...wow....this is HUGE

I went to kari's tonight... off the hook lol... dont are what kari says how ever one was just mad at each other... it was fun, i got hammed at least. Jims got it coming to him tho... talking his talk but hes not walking the walk i guess.... giving meghan a hard time when shes doing him a god damn favor of drivng him to his car and then straight SCREAMING at us on the way and sending us to a fucking dead end... what ever... im pissed about that reall bad we both missed cerfews and are busted just for his ass. Well it was a good night other then that... i love my friends!! tom and are arent mad anymore ( we were friday...) and i love henry! lol and M Ob! what a sweet heart! poor kelly and niki were sick... matt took care of kel tho it was really really cute... my lover meliss was there and we had our first together intox and realized we did EXACTLY the same thing to day! and didnt even run into each oterh at 12 oaks.... i got some cute stuff for HC... but dont want to give anythign away... i also got an "s" purse... my girls know what im talking about... but yeah... i wsh i caould go back to karis right now.. they are jus posted there, and im stuck in a2.  Chris was being such an ass to me too, completly ignoring me, what ever. one thing at karis was buggin me... WHY ARE CERTIAN PEOPLE TRYING TO BLATENTLY TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME? gooooooo... well im going to bed, my knee hurts SO BADLY... yeah btw i tore my menicus (thast located in the outer most part of the back of my knee, its a rotator muscle and it messes with the hamstring) so i probably shouldnt even be walkin on it. im SO pissed off about that, so is pete, i wont probably play tuesday... we will do fine tho but thursday im worried about... RARR.... well i get to go fall sleep on my BRAND NEW MATRESS... ZzZzZzZzZzZ


Thats all Folks
Night;
LOVE
SARAH

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Friday, September 26, 2003
i just took the quizzes


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Tuesday, September 23, 2003
I miss jon jon

I talked to my jon jon last night and i realized how much i really miss him alot.  I love how he understands me so well, and really knows what im talking about. I want to write him an email but i cant because these gaddamn school computers are blocked from them.  I had a sick day yesterday it was a good day off and a nice ending to a weekend.  Sunday i just got more confused than ever.  i wrote this last night

changing myself for you
is something ill never do
i am me, and if you are unhappy
then you cant be the one for me
playing games was never right
i am seeing you in a different light
if you arent interested, why,
why would you play with me and make me cry
does it make you feel good
it kills me, like you knew it would
playing with my heart
breaking it repeatedly since the start
why cant i get over you
with all the other boys i alwyas do
but you you never let me go
and i guess it just goes to show
i should have told you the things i kept
kept inside but instead i wept
wondering what was wrong
it wasnt me, it was you all along
each day i wake up okay
Is a day i know you'll pay
for later for letting me deal with this
just for a kiss
i thought it was real
but all that i can feel
is the pain that you gave me so cruel
im done with being your fool


back to publications with kelly..... my love
were going to phs after school to see case of base....
the love birds united

LOVE YOU KIDS
sarah


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Sunday, September 21, 2003
deep breaths in * out * in *out

i am torn and i dont know what to do.  I talked to a friend about it and she told me to listen to number 10 on the starting line cd and it makes things very clear to me... i have been listeing to it alot now.  I just dont know if i can accept it.

So it's safe to say that we've been here before;
Heart torn out, down for the count and still come back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by the time your wounds have healed.
Have you had enough?
I guess not because your lips are stuck to his.
It's Time to say enough is enough, you would be so better off.
You love him but tough because it's not coming back from him.
You can't win.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
It only hurts at first.
But then you will find someone to give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him.
So it goes unsaid that we've been here before.
Lonely nights and endless fights and sleeping on the floor.
And he's sorry, so the story goes.
It's read and replayed and ends the same way
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him.
Stop expecting change, he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around, you could have anyone.

it makes sense to me i just need to realize it.  I hate saying this but it needs to be said.  I have to get over it, and i have to accept that i cant change things that other people feel as much as i would like to... nor can anyone.  I have to know that nothing is forever and it will get better.  I have to have respect for my slef and if someone doesnt like me for me, dont ever thing of changing, because someone else is in love with who i am now.  I have to accept these things as hard as its going to be, and im not going to wait around for ever for opinions and feelings to change. If they ever would. if they change they change, and theres nothing anyone can do to influence it. 
just breath sarah

bye






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