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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
old poetry of mine i thought id publish for fun... yay for fun!!
Im not sure i have these already on this page but im too lazy to go look and see so ill just have a little refresher for yah
THE ONE
I want it to be true, I want it to be sweet
I want someone to love, someone to keep
Keep safe my emotions and a physical virginity
I wish I had waited before I let him into me
Into my heart, my soul, my every thought
There was anger, hurt, and tears when we fought
I kept my feelings, true feelings hidden
Convinced myself they were forbidden
So many things remind me of you
Thats all that I ask, a love that is true
I want you to know a piece of me is there
I seriously question of you care
Ill always remember it
How at the time it was a perfect fit
Then it was broken, shatterd, brutally batterd when you quit
Im trying to forget how much I cared
Talking for hours, everything we shared
My heart on my sleeve, I had it bared
You knew all there was to know
Is that why you left? Why it couldnt grow?
Was it something I did? Something about me?
Im trying too hard to understand, you have to make me see
Do you know Im still waiting for it
Like it will comeback, like you never quit
I just miss you so much and I think I want you back
But I cant take it, I wont take it, not another crack
In my heart, I cant fall
Back again and crawl
Im so sick, lovesick, for The One
I have to realize its not you for you told me your done
LET IT GO
Its a problem that I love him
Its a problem that hes my ever desire, thought, and whim,
It will never work out for us,
Relationships are built on trust,
And my trust for him is gone,
I was in his game, played like a pawn,
Im tierd of waiting for him to mature,
I cant see my feelings for him in the future,
I just need to get over it, Im finished, no more fun,
Easier said than done, but I know Im ready to run
Away from you
to find a love that is true
NEW
Im feeling the good feeling right from the start,
Like it always feels in my stomach and my heart,
Being here with you and with that feeling,
Warms the room, floor to ceiling,
A tingly feeling from my head to my toes,
I want you to know, I hope it shows,
I just want to explain it all to you,
But I am scared and dont know what you'll do,
Would you be scared too, if you you truly know?
I dont want to overwhelm you, to make you go,
I want only for you to want me,
Not to feel like you have too, yet you still want to be free,
I just cant stop wondering, how do you feel?
You never talk much about "us", so to you is it real?
You've had your share of broken hearts,
I want you to know, so have I, before it starts,
But your words seem to be hard to find,
For you to express to me whats on your mind,
I hope you find them soon enough,
For me to try and guess what you feel is so tough,
Maybe your scared to put your heart out there,
I just want you to know, it will be safe, I care,
Meeting you, only one word rings in my head, fate,
Im so nervous, but i feel your worth the wait.
MEANWHILE
Its not fair how you play
How you act and what you say
Its different every day
You cant play with me that way
Do you or do you not feel anything for me?
You know how I feel, I gave you the key
And did something I have never done before
After, you just left me, wishing for more
This is tourture, I cant take this
To you I promise
I have been yours since our first kiss
All I want if for you to open up to me!
Show me your heart, just let me see
Please give me the time and hear me out
Im trying to figure you out
Figure out what your all about
Trust me, Im true
I'll go anywhere with you
Tell me you feel the same
Tell me you dont think its a game
RETURN OF BATMAN
Your back like I knew you would
I wonder if you really should
Should I open my heart again or leave it shut?
Will you just make it worse like salt on a cut?
From before Im suspisious
But I cant resist your kiss its delicious
With you I feel like I belong
You know I have felt that way all along
Im completely under your spell
Even though you put me through hel
You have stolen my emotions like a bandit
Why did you give up goddamn it
When will you feel like we fit?
How long am I going to wait
Im already yours, I have taken your bait
Please reel me in or set me free
Just dont keep me on a line
Begging for you to be mine.
SET ME FREE
I think its time
Im ready, Im in my "prime"
I go out there to look
And become just another number in a little black book
Am I looking for something no one needs?
People just fooling around, dooing their dirty deeds
I gave my self to one
I have no regrets, and it was fun
But for him and I, all we'll be is friends
Im cracking and pained like a ruler when it bends
I cant have him be justa friend thats a boy
I dont want to be nothing more than a toy
Ill never forget that day
He already stole my thoughts, in every way
he snuck in my dreams and I was amazed by what he had to say
How odd this must sound, I wouldnt go as far as obsessed
I just thought it was perfect, and would work, at least for the best
Not for the worst, how it did
Just keep telling myself, "Sarah, your just a kid"
Plenty of other fish in the sea, I'm just retarded
To be stuck on one that wont have me
I need to set myself free
I DONT KNOW
I Dont Know
I Dont Know what to do
I Dont Know how to feel about you
I Dont Know if I can accept how I feel
I Dont Know if i can deal
I Dont Know how to just not give a F---
I Dont Know why I have such bad luck
I Dont Know who can be real true love for me
I Dont Know how to close my eyes and look with my heart to see
I Dont Know if i could just let go
I Dont Know if i could strip down the wall and let it show
I Dont Know if im okay
I Dont Know how to think everyday
I Dont Know how to live with out you
I Dont Know how you knew
That I Dont Know what to do
Posted at 09:31 am by SariCherri
Sunday, February 01, 2004
Matchbook Romance - Stories and Alibies
Plain White Ts - Stop
The Used - Maybe Memories
Pinback - Blue Screen Life
Finch - What it is to burn
Mae - Destination Beautiful
The Ataris - Blue Skies, Broken Hearts, Next 12 Exits
OLP - Live
Death Cab For Cutie - We have the Facts and Were Voting Yes
Straylight Run - (singles)
Story of the year - Page Avenue
Brand New - Deja Intendeu
MOULIN ROUGE soundtrack
Simple Plan
Starting Line
Outkast - Speakerboxx
My Big L mixes
ALL of Eminem
Trina - Diamond Princess
Tim McGraw
Britany Spears- Get in the Zone
Justin Timberlake - Justified
Together
Westlife
Posted at 07:11 am by SariCherri
Monday, January 26, 2004
Life is not measured by the breaths we take,
but by the moments that take our breaths away
" you take my breath away sarah james i want to
hold you in my arms right now i want to hold you
so badly and convince you that you shouldnt worry
at all honestly my life is the best its ever been with you"
SEJ- youve grown and your an amazing person ive been hurt just like youyou know this and its made us the people we are now and we both know that we love eachother and dont ever think i would do somethin like that to you just realize that how you feel about me i feel the same way would i come to your window and kiss you thru ur screen because i just thought it was just some silly thing no i love you so much and i want to say all the words to make you feel perfect and i want to do the things to comfort you i dont want you to ever second guess anything i just need you to realize what i have with u is real its true- RGK
Tell me its real, the feeling that we feel, tell me that its real, dont let love come just to pass us by, try, its all we have to do, its up to me and you to make this special love last for ever more
Why does tonight have to end
Why don't we hit restart
and pause it at our favorite parts
we'll skip the goodbyes
If I had it my way I'l turn the car around
and run away just you and I
i'm in deep whenever i'm with you.
i'm directing the scene
that has you and me forever.
well, i'm so in love with...you,
sarah james
i think im falling asleep
but then all that it means is
ill always be dreaming of you
the stars will cry
the blackest tears tonight
and this is the moment that i live for
i can smell the ocean air
and here i am
pouring my heart onto these rooftops
just a ghost to the world
that's exactly...
exactly what i need
<(O)> <3 U ryan
Posted at 01:16 am by SariCherri
Friday, January 23, 2004
SARAH ELIZABETH ANNE JAMES
Posted at 05:11 am by SariCherri
Thursday, January 22, 2004
yeultide greetings. or... wintertide
i love every one. haha
i have been having so much fun this week. firstoff we havent had school monday and tuesday... so automatically, makes the week better, plus volleyball is getting me really hype. even though im sorry to say the team hasnt been doing so well... as good as we should, thast for damn sure. O MAN we got an automatic ball tosser! its so cool... u just feed the balls in and it shoots them out in the perfect pass. yearbook is stressing me out bc ms rahodes left. what the hell. she gave me and kelly Fs on the way out. it kinda pisses me off i was all sad when she was fierd on her last day i was like hugging her then over teh week end i get my reportcard she failed me... SWEET STACY. really nice too because i DID get ads sold and i DID take a final exam and i DID get pages done. and F is a ZEROOOOOOOOO
a BIG FAT ZERO....
well peace to ya... class is out
more later
love ya
sare
Posted at 05:08 am by SariCherri
Sucking in air so cold i can see
my breath float out that you stole from me
never before has the winter been so befriending
i want to enjoy it and see what hes intending
everyday i keep thinking im the happiest
but it just gets better when im kissed
it lasts forever, your always on my mind
where ever i cant stop thinking of you
i dont care if we stay in with nothing to do
i love thinking about you and the way you are
the music you love, the way you drive your car
the way you kiss me on my nose and my forehead
how theres always the sesame street pillow on you bed
how you love to cuddle and can read my mind
how you call me baby and our hands are always intertwined
how you hold me tight and wont let me worry about a thing
how cute you look when you play the guitar and sing
how your necklace always itches you but you wear it for me
how no matter what when im with you im happy
how you wont let me drink too much have a cigarette
and i think to myself, "im all set"
i never thought id have someone so good to me
your so good to me you set me free
every problem i had, i escape with you, im floating above
i think im finally falling in love
Posted at 05:01 am by SariCherri
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
happy new year happy christmas !!
i hope yall got what you wanted! i sure did...
news years was a blast! thank you so much ryan! i had one of the best nights of my life it was so crazy~ i wish i could have gone to chris harrisons for a little tho to see the richard ppl... but hey ill see them for the rest of the year at parties...
i love my girls- catherine, kel, meghan, dede you guys are keeping me happy !
I MISS JON JON ALREADY
his last night was SO FUN!! i love sledding with tom and jon! and kel and ryan and meghan!
Posted at 05:05 am by SariCherri
Thursday, December 25, 2003
christmas is amazing.
i went to my sisters
and i rememberd how happy and excited you were when you were little to get gifts.
jen called last night to tell "santa" (my dad) the kids wouldnt go to sleep hahaha so dad was like ho ho cough cough merrry x-mas telling them to go to bed adn theyll get their gifts it was SO cute
i helped the big girls with their latchooks...
Alivia was walking around squeezing this kitten ill see if i can scan the pic up on here... the boys were off the wall with tier power ranger dolls it was a blast
xmas at grams tomorrow with ryan
talk to you later
MERRY CHRISTMAS
sare
Posted at 05:36 pm by SariCherri
Monday, December 22, 2003
i cannot stand the fact cant keep in touch with all the people i want to...
i just am so pissed off i got caught with N and K and now i had to fuck things up for all these plans i had... i mean honestly... it was so stupid of me. i had to put off seeing so many ppl for exams... then volleyball tryouts before that, i jst feel like a piece of shit. SO many people had to deal with my shit of them leaving messages expecting me to call back and i just didnt have a damn second to spare. i just pry to god i passed all my classes and allthat neglect was actually soemthing not pointless.
JJ is back and i HAVE TO SEE HIM. thanksgignv was screwd c of the mr mierlae thing and i just didnt want to do anything. i miss him so much. him and TQ i just cannot keep doing this to them. i love tom! hes is te most down to earth guy and is the funnestkid when hes drunk haha!! i just imiss them and the energy with my 2 fav fun boys!! i seriously love j
kingJJ0099: hes not like sad about it he just starts to think ur shady i think
kingJJ0099: i'm not gonna lie either with our lack of communication some times i begin to think ur shady
i get so down when i hear stuff like that then he makes it so much better with thinks like
kingJJ0099: I LOVE U SO MUCH
kingJJ0099: but honestly
kingJJ0099: i know that ur going through a hard time w/ ur parents right now
kingJJ0099: nothigns perfect
kingJJ0099: i am too
kingJJ0099: i feel u
kingJJ0099: tom and harrison were going to come over tonight, sersoly if i were like, dude lets go to sarah's wed all be over that
kingJJ0099: we love u sarah
SariCherri7: u all are like the best
kingJJ0099: dude i'd so just come over to ur house and chill with u
i just feel better.... were making plans for them to come over and watch movies and eat pizza tomorrow... (time check...2:30 AM) tonight lol meh i am just so frusterated with everything
DEAR SANTA
all i want for christmas is
1. more hours in a day
2. less sleep needed
3. pause button for work and vball
4. a pony (a pink one with a white sparkly tail.)
RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR well im off to hit the sack..........
fabbity fab fab fab... 6 and a half hours till work....
*sigh*
Posted at 10:56 pm by SariCherri
Monday, December 15, 2003
these lyrics are amaze...
this won't be the last you'll hear from me: it's just the start.
i hope that he keeps you up for weeks like you did to me.
i will hold a candle up to you to singe your skin.
brace yourself: i'm bent with bitterness.
when your apologies fail to ring true,
(you're) so slick with that sarcastic slew
or phrases like 'i thought you knew',
while keeping me in hot pursuit.
tracing the plot finds skin touching skin
(abscence follows).
in the end, i win every time as ink remains.
sour tastes prevail as you play back the tape machine.
champagne from a paper cup
i think i'm drunk enough to drive you home now
i'll keep my mouth kept shut from under lock and key
that's rusted firm, no lie
'cause all these conversations wind on and on...
drinking champagne from a paper cup
is never quite the same
and every sip's moving through my eyes
and up into my brain
at half past two; about time to leave
'cause the dj's playing rhythm and blues
a sad-sorry state, stutter step to those slammin' grooves
as i'm waiting around for you... Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go.
Built me up and broke me down somehow.
Everything just seemed so clear to me, nothing left to know
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure, right now
How can you say, that it's too late
To save us now
And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me
And I will wait for you, if you would wait for me
Intoxicated the edge is serrated, so easily torn from the core
I blushed the first time, but you blushed the last time my eyes in your mind
regenerated these feelings of hatred, I long for your love evermore
You built me up and you broke me down this time.
Trembling, hold me now
I'm torn between silence and violent expression
tired of believing everyone wants to care
and cherish someone I'm so scared of never having anyone
Haunted by my abandoned dreams
Tiny voices where would be screams
Now be still, it won't be long
We will be together in search of a new life
Striving as one in this world to find something pure
I'm missing you now
I'm quite sure
That I've finally found someone
thank you ryan
Posted at 11:19 am by SariCherri
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